Sunday, May 13, 2012

l.o.v.e.

How do you know your in love, the age old question so many of us ask ourselves every day...
but really, how do we know?
is it measured by how much we miss a person? how many minutes you can talk on the phone without running out of things to say? by how much we have in common with them? how much we cry when they are gone? how many times they run through our mind during the day? 
what is it? how do we know when were with someone we really love, or just someone we want to be in love with, or someone to just fill a void inside of us. 
or more or less, can you be in love with more than one person? we throw around the words "i love you" so much, and each time we say it, do we know if we mean it or not? do we really love every person we say it to? 
if you are able to love more than one person, than how do we know which one were suppose to be with? our first love? our high school love? our new love? our guy best friend that you love?
theres so many endless possibilites with love, so many situations for heartbreak, and sadness and to be lonely...i dont want to break any more hearts, i dont want my heart to be broken. 

what i feel now, its something...but is it love? is this feeling worth waiting 9 months to figure out? and then to possibly have to say goodbye to again? is it really worth it....can you do this? 

guess we will find out heart of mine, lets give em hell...lets give him everything youve got, because frankly im tired of missing out because i dont take chances, this is the biggest chance and change i took...and i better embrace it, because this is all you got now sweetie. lets make it amazing.